Kashmiri Hindus dream of going back home
"My heart lies in Kashmir"
It seemed like an impossible hope - until last week, when India's government dramatically revoked Jammu and Kashmir's special autonomy, paving the way for the 67-year-old to finally go home. "I never thought I will see this day in my lifetime," Kaul said as he broke down in tears at his house in New Delhi. "I may be physically here but my heart is in Kashmir."
In pic - Utpal Kaul, historian and Kashmiri Pandit, sits inside a temple at his residence in New Delhi. Utpal Kaul, a Hindu, has dreamt of returning to his lakeside property and peach orchard in Kashmir ever since he fled the Muslim-dominated valley three decades ago in fear of his life.
The 1989 insurgency
Known as Kashmiri Pandits, they re-settled in the Hindu-dominated southern part of the state, Jammu, and other parts of India. Many thought they would never be able to return.
The scrapping of Article 370 - which was in force for seven decades means Indians across the country can now buy property in the picturesque Himalayan region.
For Kashmiri Pandits like Kaul, it offers the chance to return to a place that holds a lifetime of memories. Kaul's five-storey home was looted and burnt down in the 1990s as a violent insurgency took hold in Kashmir, with some militants explicitly targeting the Hindu minority who had resided there for centuries.
"I was born there, my family has lived there for generations, but still I was required to prove my Kashmiri identity," he said. He and his family were forced to salvage whatever they could and escape, he added, showing old books he has carefully kept for decades.
India's decision represents a "new dawn" for his "beloved homeland", he said. "All will be equal in Kashmir now."
Picturesque Himalayan region
Tens of thousands of reinforcements were sent in to enforce a security lockdown after Article 370 was revoked last week.
Grew up with memories
The 37-year-old said his uncle who stayed back in Kashmir was gunned down on the street after he defied a shutdown call by separatists.
As a child, Raina recalled being slapped by a barber in Srinagar when he asked for a haircut resembling that of an Indian rather than a Pakistani cricketer.
Despite the painful memories, the pull of Kashmir remains strong, the software engineer said. "I am very eager to go back and contribute in some way. I am interested in beekeeping, now I see this as possible," Raina told AFP. But the spectre of further unrest lingers, with the main Kashmiri city of Srinagar choked by razor wire, security checkpoints and armed soldiers.
In pic - Vivek Raina, software engineer and Kashmiri Pandit, shows photographs which his family brought from Srinagar at his residence in New Delhi.
Curb on erupting violence
Experts have warned of a long and bloody fightback by locals who believe New Delhi is seeking to dilute the region's Muslim majority by allowing Hindus to migrate to the territory.
In pic - Vivek Raina shows a school photograph from Srinagar.
Region wracked by violence
"If we are talking of integration we have to live together with our Muslim neighbours like before," said Raina. In a region wracked by violence, it could be a long time before that ever comes to pass. After decades spent dreaming of home, many say they are willing to wait a little longer. "But we will definitely go and make Kashmir a part of us again," Kaul said.
In pic - Vivek Raina shows an old book which his family brought while leaving Srinagar.